Pe principiul Trainspotting

Imi cer scuze fata de tine, spatiu  virtual, personal si parca nu atat de personal , ca am inceput sa mestecam bubble gum impreuna si apoi ti-am lipit guma intre ochi si am plecat. Imi pare rau ca nu iti sunt dedicata, asa cum eram pe cand te numeai simplu Playground si n-aveai pretentii de niciun fel . It was better then. Honestly. Blogul asta, Playground pe numele lui adevarat, l-am inceput in primul an de facultate, cand imi placea cu adevarat cine sunt si ce  fac- eram o sursa inepuizabila de ludic si idei ( studenta la Literatura comparata, la Cluj) si credeam ca o sa scriu toata viata. Life proved me something else. Majoritatea lucrurilor in care credeam s-au dovedit in timp a fi niste tampenii. Majoritatea oamenilor in care credeam s-au dovedit in timp a fi niste tampiti. Pentru noul an imi doresc sa nu ma mai cenzurez, sa refuz si sa spun NU fara sa trebuiasca sa fac apel la politeturi, sa fiu  argumentativa, sa nu ma risipesc in șpe mii de activitati si sa redevina Playground-ul spatiu de joaca.

Pe principiul Trainspotting, pentru 2011 imi urez si va urez, la mai multe decizii intelepte!

“Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking bigtelevision, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future.Choose life. ”

 


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